Eyes closed

I lay my head with patience in the grass,
Eyes wander endlessly over the sky as the clouds pass,
While the taste of nothingness consume me,
There is no place on earth I’d rather be.
While the clouds blossom into a purple haze,
My hands and legs feels numb while in the sun I daze,
Blue skies turns into night,
And the moon and the stars silently conquer the days light.

Drifting into a world of unconscious dreams,
Nothing inhere is really what it seems,
Drifting off into a distant land,
I’ll soon find myself trying to flee from his hand.
Suddenly I hear him calling,
Impossible to jump, but it feels like I’m falling,
Trying to run, but now he is long gone,
They used to tell me “he wont do you wrong”.

I’ll try to awake,
But new methods he will take,
He starts blowing kisses in my face,
It seems hard to stop, I can’t stop this chase.

The wind lift me up as I open my eyes,
Put’s me down as I awake, feels like paradise,
Fingers grasp around a cold stone,
Just to test if I’m numb still, to defend if I am not alone.
But the silence consume me yet again as I stare into the sky,
And a single purple cloud slowly passes by,
I get back upon my feet and in a slow pace I waltz home,
I wont see him there,
I can sleep alone.